This was a very strange fear for me to understand. Coitophobia- fear of coitus was not only difficult I felt strange even talking about it.
I finally decided that I needed help to overcome this since I really did want to have children and a husband. I found Phobia Release and it worked.
Now I did succeed in overcoming my fear, I am dating again and have met a nice man who I have shared my experience with and he is very supportive.
I am able to have a relationship with a man and I am hopeful that our wedding night is going to be just as special as our dating was. Thanks for helping me.